You cannot save me from my lifeI lie face down on the railway tracks.Screaming out his name.You say you can save me,But I am not something you can reclaim. Discarded needles and empty cans,Fill my space and steal my time.They do nothing to take away this pain,That grates away at my sanityMore and more these days. Silhouettes of a life long dead,Dance in the corners of my mind.Flaunting what could have been,In front of my cold eyes. You told me you would be gentle.You told me you would teach me how to breathe again.You promised you would save from my pain,You promised me a life; you told me I could live again. At first you were a distraction,An illusion showing I could be repaired.Though the cracks broke throughAnd I fell down again. I lie face down on the railway tracks.I am waiting on the train.To come and take me away.He is calling out my name. I told you from the start,My fire was dying out.I am not something you can reclaim.You cannot save me
Day 107School stress is not a good mixture with suicidal thoughts.Today has be amazing but I've now in a load of shit.I got a C. And a B. and I can't help but feel shit.Shit. Shit. Shit.Two people asked about my bruise on my leg.So two lies I've said.Maybe I should just give up?I helped a friend today because she was stressed, and worried.Locked herself in the toilets.I had to help.I couldn't not help.Because the way I am and how unstable my shit is.I could very well be in that locked toilet.Could be tomorrow?Could be a month?Only I'd either be there with a badge or a blade.Or my fist or nail.Or a plastic bag. And hoodie chord.Nah. Not the plastic bag. Not the hoodie chord.Because I couldn't' do that in school.It would spread like wildfire.No.But the rest could be true.Anyway due to helping a friend.Well I forgot to find out about my exam tomorrow.Then last lesson waiting for shitty results.I stayed with my friend for support.But no I forgot to get my pen drive
Destroy MeHe was beautiful.Scars and all.She was beautiful.Scars and all.Their love was undefiable.There was no way to explain it.They held hands as they walked,Arm to arm,Relfecting scars.Neither tried to stop nor help the other.How could they?Hypocrite wouldn't be the word.But they comforted each other and did what ever the other asked them to do.If she was upset and ready to relapse.He hand her a red pen and kiss her on her forehead.If he was close to punching himself.She'd kiss his hand and hand him a stress ball.They both listened as they spilled there feelings.As they sobbed.They shared sleepless nights lying together.It didn't matter how much they felt like they didn't have purpose.They did.They need to love the other so that they were loved.They both tried to fight together.Support each other with whatever happened.They were both beautiful.So beautiful broken,That their shattered peices,fallen together created something bigger than when they were whole.They'r
So Kate Leth Made a Blog Post a while agoWhich you can read here in fullAnd I wanted to reflect upon similarities betwen our situations.I've gone through many things in my life, and talked about some of them, and not talked about others.And I sometimes drop off the face of the earth.But I look at everything you make.I keep everything.I have my folder on my computer of drawing made from my stockand it makes me so happy when I'm feeling down.And if you think your drawing isn't worthwhile because you're a beginnerIt's the BEST. BECAUSE you are a beginner.It makes me feel like I am helping young artists to get better.I am inspiring new artists to challenge themselves.I look at every drawing.I keep every drawing.Because it's a part of me and it's a part of you.We have that connection now.We've made our mark on the world, however small, together.Fellow artists, I support you.
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